Where Do I Go From Here? Honduras Part 5

This is wrapping it all up, and if you have been reading my posts about this last week, then this shouldn't come as a surprise to you....

I am moving to Honduras!!!! :)

I have no idea what that looks like yet, and I know it will still be a while away, but I decided to listen to the Lord, to pack up my things and GO! It was made overly clear to my several times this week that this is where I need to be. I have talked about doing it off and on, but this time I know that I have to. I am tired of running from my calling, and I think it is time to embrace it.

So here is what is new: I am going to start looking into getting a job at an English speaking school in Honduras. If I need more schooling, I am going to do that, if there is a way I could be there next week, then I would do that. There are still a lot of things that are unknown. Basically all I know is that I need to move there. I don't know anything else. This next semester, I will be in college full time. With a very sad heart, and after a lot of prayer, I decided to quit my job at Trinity :( It was hard to do. I will be doing online classes full time, and looking for a job as a nanny or a housekeeper so I can save up to move.

I have run from my calling several times, and I just can't do it anymore. I am very nervous. I am a planner and I like to know exactly what I am getting myself into before I do it. God was kind of like, "No, I need you to say yes to me right now, and then I will show you what you are doing." So I said yes. This next year, I will work on preparing myself physically and mentally for this. I am going to be taking classes that will begin to prepare me for life overseas. This is saying yes to the Lord. I am not caught up in the emotions from the trip, or making this decision oh a whim. This is after months of the Lord saying, I am going to use you and me finally saying okay, here I am. Please pray for me as I plan for this, and as I receive more information and as plans begin to fall in place. I know God has something big, and I am ready.