I have realized over the last few days that I ask one question a lot: When.
I like to have things planned. I am very bad with spur the moment or changed plans. I like to know what I am doing, when I am doing it, and where I am doing it. When plans change, it is one of the hardest things for me to deal with.
I have really had a hard time at college, I am going to be honest with you. I know that college is a time of growing and maturing into a respectable adult who can enter the work force, and have a career. I don't like college. I like my friends, and I like my professors, but I don't like the idea of college. I don't even know what God wants me to do. I have changed my major 4 times, and I am planning on doing it again. And I just want to ask when is it going to be clear to me?
Its a really good thing that God is bigger than me. And that He has all the power. And control of my life. Honestly if I was running my life the way I wanted to, I would probably be rocking back and fourth in a corner somewhere crying! (thats a true story and a pretty ugly visual haha)
Friends tonight I realized something, and it is something that I have discovered over and over again. Sometimes when we are in an absolute low point in our life, God can really show up and show us how great He is. I love that.
My absolute favorite lyrics in a worship song are: Sweetly Broken, Wholly Surrendered. When we are broken, and when life has just completely weighed us down, we have no choice but to surrender everything we are to the Lord.
And sometimes it is okay for us to be at our absolute whits end, as long as we don't stay there.
When.
Its a question God is always willing to answer, but its on His time
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