God's timing is always perfect, and yet... I still can never grasp this fact. Sometimes I wish He was slower and sometime I wish that He was faster. I have been freaking out about the things that he has called me to do the past couple of weeks. Its scary. But tonight, I was talk to my dad who is n Honduras... and I have been looking at his pictures of adorable kids that He has met, and in hearing him and seeing him, God has reminded me that he has plans for me. The past two years when I haven't gone to Honduras, my heart has broken. My soul longs for the simplicity and disconnect from our crazy, fast paced society. My heart yearns to be with people who have nothing, and to learn from them.
I am grieving tonight because I wish that God could speed up time, or that he could invent a get-rich-quick machine so that I could be overseas, on a mission field.
I don't know how I am feeling tonight... I thought that as I typed I would have this great revelation. But here I sit, confused and frustrated. I am ready to go. Send me. But His still, ever present voice reminds me in my heart, I am preparing you... there will be a day.
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